The cold floorboards pressed against her knees as the heavy lock turned behind her, leaving her alone with a mountain of secrets and a man the world called a beast. Two sentences could not capture the mounting terror in her chest, but they were all that stood between her and the terrible truth of her wedding night.
The iron wedding ring was cold in her palm, catching the gray light that filtered through the cracked stained glass of Oak Haven’s abandoned chapel. Adeline Frobisher had caught it just before it rolled off the edge of the splintered altar, her fingers closing around the metal with a desperate reflex. Behind her, the rhythmic shifting of woolen coats and heavy boots told the story of a crowd that was not celebrating a union, but rather tallying its survival. Six wagons loaded with salted elk meat sat in the rutted mud outside, and the hungry eyes of the township were fixed upon those crates rather than the trembling, fragile hands of their newest bride.
Mayor Pritchard leaned so close that his breath, smelling faintly of stale rye and winter mint, brushed against her ear. Think of the families depending on this day, he whispered, the words carrying the crushing weight of an entire community’s desperation. There were no flowers to soften the drafty room, no celebratory music to drown out the wind howling through the eaves, and not a single relative standing by her side to offer comfort. Oak Haven had gathered in the hollow shell of the church because its root cellars were empty, the granaries harbored only dust and frost, and the mayor had tied its last remaining hope to a marriage Adeline had never sought nor imagined.
The groom stood waiting by the chancel steps, casting a long, imposing shadow that seemed to swallow the meager light. Gideon Stroud was a monolith of a man, nearly seven feet tall, with broad shoulders that looked capable of bearing the roof of the church itself. A thick, untamed beard hid the lower half of his face, and his pale, colorless eyes rarely met the gaze of anyone in the room, darting instead toward the exits and the high windows. The children of the valley knew him as the mountain monster, a creature their mothers invoked in hushed whispers to keep them from wandering too far into the timberline after dark. Now, by the stroke of a corrupt pen and the silent agreement of a starving town, Adeline was expected to call this stranger her husband.
A brutal winter had descended early upon the valley, bringing weeks of blinding snow that choked the mountain passes. Promoted railroad deliveries of flour, dried beans, and coal had never arrived, swallowed by drifts or abandoned by frightened teamsters, leaving Oak Haven facing slow starvation. Gideon had materialized out of the white squall one morning, leading a string of heavily laden pack horses and six wagons containing nearly three thousand pounds of preserved elk and venison. He had walked straight to the mayor’s office, bypassed the nervous councilmen, and demanded a bride in exchange for the winter’s salvation. He had refused the town’s currency, scorned their meager silver, and pointed his large finger squarely at the boarding-house scrub girl whom no one would defend.
For ten grueling years, Adeline had known nothing but the harsh rhythm of scrubbing pine floors and carrying heavy wooden buckets filled with icy water up narrow, winding stairs. Her parents had vanished into the mountain fever when she was a child, leaving her with calloused hands, a perpetually empty stomach, and a reputation as a quiet nobody who took up as little space as possible. Everything she owned in the world fit neatly inside one small, battered wooden trunk with a cracked leather latch. When the mayor had dragged her from the washroom and told her to pack her things, she had not wept or protested; she had simply asked when they would be leaving, knowing there was nowhere else in the world for her to go.
Now, standing before the silent minister, she heard the traditional question asked in a voice that sounded hollow and afraid. Do you take this man to be your lawful wedded husband?
I will, she said, lifting her chin with a sharp, defiant jerk so the staring crowd would not see how badly her lip was trembling.
For the first time since he had arrived in the valley, Gideon looked at her properly. His pale eyes searched her face, lingering on the dark circles beneath her eyes and the threadbare shawl draped over her narrow shoulders. With surprising gentleness, he reached out, took the iron ring from her open palm, and slipped it onto her cold finger with a care that felt entirely out of place in such a bleak transaction.
That settles it, he said quietly, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through the floorboards.
Within minutes of the brief ceremony, the illusion of sacredness vanished as neighbors rushed out to begin unloading the wagons. Nobody watched as Gideon hoisted her heavy wooden trunk into the back of his own wagon, and nobody called out Adeline’s name to wish her well or bid her a safe journey. She was simply a transaction completed, a body traded for meat, and as the horses strained against the harnesses, she climbed up beside her new husband without looking back at the town that had so easily discarded her.
For days, they traveled upward into the jagged teeth of the Bitterroot Mountains, where the trail narrowed to a shelf of ice and rock, and the cold deepened until it felt like a physical weight pressing against their chests. The wind howled through the pines like a starving animal, stripping the branches bare and throwing powdery white drifts across their path. When Adeline’s shoulders began to shake violently beneath her thin shawl, Gideon did not speak. Instead, he reached behind the bench seat, pulled out a massive, heavy buffalo robe that smelled of woodsmoke and old leather, and draped it carefully across her lap.
She kept her frozen hands buried deep beneath the fur, staring fixedly at the bobbing rumps of the horses while telling herself sternly that warmth did not mean kindness. A man who bought a wife with elk meat was not a savior, she reminded herself, even if he possessed the courtesy to keep her from freezing to death on the first day of their journey.
When the snow grew too deep for the wagon to go any farther, Gideon pulled the team to a halt in a sheltered hollow surrounded by granite boulders. He looked down at her feet, encased in thin, worn-out leather boots that were already soaked through with melting slush. Without a word of explanation, he reached into his supplies and brought out a pair of thick, hand-sewn rabbit-fur moccasins, kneeling in the snow to slip them onto her feet himself.
These will keep you warm on the trail, he murmured, his breath pluming white in the freezing air.
That evening, they made camp beneath a massive overhang of rock where the wind could not reach them. Gideon built a small, efficient fire of dry pine, melting snow in a blackened tin pail and cooking a meager ration of salt pork over the flames. Adeline watched him closely from her seat on a flat boulder, noticing how he carefully separated the largest, thickest piece of meat from the skillet, certain that it belonged to him as the provider of the journey. Instead, he reached over with his fork and placed the largest portion directly into her tin bowl, leaving the smaller, gristlier bits for himself.
She stared down at the food, a sudden, unfamiliar lump rising in her throat that had nothing to do with the cold. She could not remember the last time anyone had served her before serving themselves, let alone a man who held all the power in their strange arrangement.
Why did you choose me? she asked, her voice cracking slightly in the dry mountain air.
